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yoyoy this is gonna be a short post cos i don have much time yah. Even tomorrow possibly can't use lan store cos i got chi remedial and counselling...thursday ok lol.anyway today was good..forgot to do english work LOL shit ...luckily never kena scolding. anyway tomorrow is a brand new day ..so new stuff. Anyway gonna change my skin..cos this meh meh thing is like..so friggin gay LOL ok seeya !

Tough decisions..long way to go too.

ah shit today is a another new week ! From the holidays which i ..did "enjoy." Not much though but yeah,i'm sure the upcoming weeks will be good. This friday is PSLE Listening comprehension so i'm gonna really focus on what i can..i need to pass *_* Pretty pissed with my family..i got short temper nowadays..then i ask myself "Why do i always want things my way?" It isn't fair ...its just something shot into me..Sunday went swimming..kena mock by son of a bitch daren or darren ..aka mr yeo -__- and his ally gf claire and her ..brothers..but don't give a shit la what do i have to do with them.. haha so ok .. got a phone..but got some rules to folo..actually im starting to lose interest in things like er..phones ? xbox..ps3 even the pc but i go to lan store just to blog for about an hour..check email then im off le..so cheap 50 cents only lalallala ok ciao i gotta go do some shit. :S seeya !

Insecure...

Today spent..about the whole of my time "doing work" . Well not exactly lol. Anyway my dear "daughter" huilin paid me company while i was doing work..haha sure enjoyed it. thanks ya. If u dono im a "mother" to my 2 friends huilin and melinda..kekeke so fun lol. and im so pissed !! na be ! fuckfuckfuck...my mother asked my sis to check my work wtf -____________- Not that im not happi with that but wth i get wrong let me get wrong lah ! Then teacher can correct me....i don't understand lol maybe thats the reason...haha. Anyway...viewed some of my chi classmate's blog..eugene , bryan and kah soon...eugene's blogpost was quite funny haha. Bryan's post was full of "emotional text" while kah soon's was full of errors haha and very ..hard to understand. Well most of his post was about basketball..and his url is so odd,i hate some people LOL -__________- well not exactly that i think it was "ihatesomepple" lol i dont know. Anyway thats all for today folks...and i stink i betta go shower. seeya !


Watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes - yeah
(Chorus)
Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.
(Verse 2)
I've been dying inside
little by little
Nowhere to go
I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle
runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still
(Chorus)
And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.
(Hook)
Fallin' faster
barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head
Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again
(Chorus)
Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have, all that's left, (yeah, yeah, yeah) what's left of me
(Outro)
I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind)
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me
Take what's left of me

Whats Left Of Me - Nick Lachey

ahh my father T_T

This is a picture of the away jersey..my team bought. Read the rest of the post to know about it lol.

yo guys ! ytd the most fucking awful thing happened at home. It was around 12am,i had just ended call with tigger eugene and mdm chong ! Then i was about to try on a jersey my team has bought with our last $300..after that no more buying cos the parents don't like my plan lol. And when i was trying..my dad came in..and the door was locked ! fuck fuck fuck fuck ! Why must that happen ? When he saw me in the jersey ...obviously the first question was "Where did you get the money?" and fuck i said its my team's money and he was abit..nvm he was sleepy anyway. yah fuckers like him really..nvm. Yeah now i need to make sure my MOM and DAD know my plans. Like how much cash my team saves..i shall tell u now

Mon - Fri - Min save amount - 50 cents.

Ever since Last year Kambing FC was created,saved and reached a tally of $450.

Spent Exactly $273 dollars on jersey sets with Singapore Flag,sponsored by Nike

Left with $150 in 2008 (June) - Saved another $150 = $300,

Spent last $300 on FCB ( Barcelona FC) away jerseys at $50 each. Managed to buy 6 jerseys. Each team member got 1.

Plan is closed as Parents do not roll with my idea. -_- So thats the plan ok

Ok thats all folks ! Seeya !

Edit : Forgot to tell u guys this,i've made my decision. I will not be going to Sydney forholiday,instead i will be going to The chalet with my classmates and my teacher. :)

The new guys on the block !

yo guys ! Heard Bryan and Eugene got their new blogs...gonna link them after this post yeah. My nose is so sensitive !! :( never seem to stop sneezing lei...anyway day was ok..planning to save $$ year end buy the away jersey from barcelona FC...nice lei ! If u notice adidas clothing tend to be slightly cheaper than nike clothing..duno why lol. But i must say..both brands are good..adidas good for soccer ..sports .. nike is good for casual bah..and jerseys..not good for running..the shoes suck :S Anyway i wonder why when eugene got blog so MANY people know his url liao..my blog was like created a few months ago and so little know about it . no jealousy !!! i am a good boi lol.
I got abit of difficulty typing cos im in the dark..and my fingers are frozen ..air con room LOL i must quickly switch off.nose irritated again and i cant see now..depending on my "sense" to make sure i can type correctly..alot of typos though. new maths tutor..formerly from Qihua..quite old le..but shes christian..willing to teach me ! Believes God brought me to her..Thank you Mrs Yvonne Liew and Mrs Chiang ! If u duno Mrs Yvonne Liew was one of the old VPs in Qihua primary school..and Mrs Chiang was Maths teacher in Qihua...retired cos she got 4th stage cancer...But i am grateful to her because although she has cancer shes willing to teach me within such a short range of time...She believes i can score 40 ! wow lol so im aiming for that..no u grade can survive le...very important to get through this..staying back another year is like..horrible ..u get into EM3 .. if you're not careful u get influenced by gangsters..and there goes your future. =/ Ok thats all i guess. Sorry for the abrupt ending of the post LOL. bb all ~~~~~~ seeya !

thank you !

yo guys. I would like to dedicate this post to the two important women in my life. My mom..and Mdm Chong ! So touched both of them like the song..LOL.

You guys have brought me through pain and hardship. When i didn't know a single word of cheena buay(chinese) you tutored me,you brought me to extra lessons. I am what i am now ! My chinese is 'zai' already ! Zai means pro btw. Although i have upset you guys numerous times...you always say "Its okay,lets try again okay?" You have motivated me in my life. You guys have shaped me to be a witty boy. (More than witty ok im so intelligent i can work with CIA) I just wana say Thank You for all you've done ! :)

ok speech done now time for action !! dang dang dang !
lol. heard erni broke up with faris..the other way round. the guy dumped the girl. poor girl...but not my prob so i better dun busybody...ah btw my beloved mdm chong is bringing our whole chi class and her ex students to Aloha Loyang,a chalet...nid to chip in abit of money due to the pricing..the season mah..so charge more earn more lo...hm btw i said my dad banned me from the pc didn't i ? and im supposed to be back after psle right ? LOL i'm at a lan store right now..must use quickly if not i get caught by teachers..bleh..not as if i cant use pc..weekend can..but i refuse to ask..daddy confirm ask me do work first then do until no time to use pc..basket !! Anyway i love my mom so much !! she finally thinks what i think !! She say just get over u grade..for psle which means just go to a sec sch..any is fine !! I hope im correct mom ! my dad wan me to pass...quite impossible..not much time le dad..i hope u know i just nid to get above u grade to survive..u dont mind N/T do you ? :S

Saw this ...makes me think of how much i love my parents and how much they love me.

孩子 快Hurry, Child抓紧妈妈的手Grab Mommy’s hand tight
去天堂的路 太黑了The road to heaven, is too dark
妈妈怕你 碰了头Mommy's afraid that you might bump your head
快 抓紧妈妈的手 让妈妈陪你走Hurry, grab Mommy's hand tight,Let Mommy walk with you


妈妈 我怕Mommy, I’m scared
天堂的路 太黑The road to heaven is so dark
我看不见你的手I can’t see your hand
自从倒塌的墙 Ever since the crumbling walls
把阳光夺走Took away the sunlight
我再也看不见 你柔情的眸I can no longer see, your loving eyes


孩子 你走吧My child, you go ahead
前面的路 再也没有忧愁The road ahead no longer filled with worries
没有读不完的课本 再也没有爸爸的拳头It has no endless studies or Daddy’s fist.
你要记住But please remember
我和爸爸的模样 来生还要一起走Daddy and Mommy’s facesFor in our next life, we need to be together again



妈妈 别担忧 Mommy, don't worry
天堂的路有些挤The road to heaven is a little crowded
有很多同学和朋友There are many friends and classmates
我们说 不哭We all say, let's not cry
哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈 Anyone’s Mommy is our Mommy now
哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子And any child is Mommy’s child
没有我的日子In the days ahead without me
你把爱给活着的孩子吧Please shower your love to those children who survived



妈妈 你别哭Mommy, please don't cry
泪光照亮不了 我们的路For your tears cannot light upour path to heaven让
我们自己 慢慢的走Allow us walk slowly by ourselves
妈妈 我会记住你和爸爸的模样Mommy, I will remember Daddy's face and your face
记住我们的约定 来生还要一起走And remember our promise:In our next life, we’ll be together again.


ahh dont be too happy ya !!! It wasn't me who did the chinese words !! I copied and paste :P

ok thats all folks. seeya !

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back to posting..not much to say for this post... haha but yes enjoyable celebration for teachers day...my dear mdm chong's recent posts have touched my heart LOL ...i hardly get touched..but i can feel your love mdm chong ! :)