go for rugby training

kill myself

body aches so fucking badly

sleep

wake up in the morning

fuckin knee hurts like shit.

i give it a kick. gets worse.

pain stays for damn long.

Do it,all over again.

Let me make that even better,for you.

I see you.

Try to talk.

Doesn't work.

Re-think my strategy.

Wait,do I even have a chance at talking to you?

No,I don't.

But I don't realise it.

Do it,all over again.