Gurpreet says:

You left jaz ?!

soap says:

yea...

I'm happier without her..

I still talk to her. But not as much.

I just ask her how she's been

Then I stop.

Gurpreet says:

Uhh, so it's all good now la.

soap says:

Yeah

I told her how i really felt

It was sick man i kinda pissed her off

But I had to get it off my chest anyway

Gurpreet says:

Either way, she had to deal with the fact that you love her and prolly, will always do.

soap says:

Yea...

But! I guess its just not..bound for us

or she just isnt ready..

I think I just need time

When people say wait..when it comes to love its waiting not just for 5 months

but longer..

unconditional love..haha

Gurpreet says:

Hmm, everything happens for a reason .

soap says:

haha true

im still doing the tee for her though

Gurpreet says:

WHY !

Why waste your money sia?!

soap says:

not waste marnee

If I had to I'd spend on you too aye.

I can't go back on my word now can I

I think this is my last chance

to tighten my grip

Gurpreet says:

But it will be of no worth .

Seriously ballz /

:)

It's not the end Jaz.

I just don't have that feeling anymore. (Actually I do just that it's under control now. :P)

It's time to surrender.

I've been pretending for too long.

Sometimes I have to let go

When the pieces just don't fit anymore.

I hide how I feel.

I let it out.

But it never helps.

No matter how far we are apart.

Even if we don't see each other.

We stop talking to each other.

And we lose each other over Skype,Msn and our Handphones..

Just remember.

I'll hold your hand. And I'll hold on.

I won't let go.

I am amazed by you all the time.

Sometimes it's so hard to believe,that such a beautiful girl like you ever lived.

You were the love of my life.

I'd do anything to keep you by my side.

I have never seen anything as beautiful as you.

You are impossible to find...

You are breath-taking...

The beauty of the setting sun,and you...are the best way to end the day.

But now that's all gone.

I learned to sacrifice for Love.

I lost so much along the way for you.

I thought if I left you I'd be able to find whatever I've lost.

But I've lost some things that are just so dear to me...just for you.

You won't feel the pain I feel.

Because you just don't care.

You don't care whether you've hurt me.

Now that doesn't matter.

Sacrifice.

I don't usually do this...

But I decided to.

I took the time...

To sit down,and think about Jazlynn.

What would be the outcome?

Its full of positive and negative points.

I'm trying my very best to be positive.

Jazlynn,take my hand,and I'll bring you somewhere where no one can ever hurt you...

Right now I'm working on it.

I need patience.

And I need You,J.

Don't leave my side.

Burn Me Down.

I would have given up my life for you.

Love is Blind.

Have you been lying to me?

I don't know if you really liked what i've been doing for you...

If you don't,please be honest with me.

But I choose to believe you,because I love you more than life.

I don't care how much you hurt me...how shattered I am right now...

My heart may never mend,but I still love you.

Forgiveness says I should give you another try.

But...why?

Was I even your friend?

I know...we met online...through your brother.

But still...I just don't get it.

I have lost so many things along this path i chose. Please don't do this to me...

It's not too late. It will never be,J. I'll love you till my last day in this world.

I take the ball.

I look around.

With wingers charging towards me,

I struggle to run with the ball.

My team is tired and restless.

We are a few minutes away from Full Time.

I must give my team the win.

If not we won't win what we wanted to.

I move the ball forward,

A fake with my right foot makes the winger slide in the wrong direction,

I quickly tap the ball with the outside of my lefty and watch out for my strikers.

I run forward,slowly applying pressure on our opponent's defense...

Soon I get a clear shot,but the keeper's position is so close I won't be able to score.

My strikers are behind me,shagged and lazy to run forward.

I take the ball forward,breathing in,

I shoot with the outside of my right foot,hoping to slice it into the net.

It goes up...keeper saw it on my left,dives towards the ball's direction...

Right before he catches it,it swings to the other side of the post,hitting the bar and into the net.

I have saved my team. A victory. A crucial victory.

And all this?

Comes from.

adidas predator X firm ground boots. :)

I forgot to say to you,how beautiful you really are to me.

I can't be without you.

Don’t look back and leave

Don’t find me again and just live on.

Because I have no regrets from loving you

I can bear without you in some way

I can stand it in some way

If you're happy without me

Leave me.

Feeling shit inside,but I force myself to smile,for you.

Don't keep me in the dark,please.

Is this what I get from loving you?

What i did today was incredible.

Well of course there are always consequences...

A fat swollen ankle. Ouch. :/

But so long as Jaz is happy,I am!

:)

I still have more plans. HEE.

No,stay.

I can't let you go.

After loving you,

I can never be the same.

I just can't walk away,

Because after loving you,

I can never be the same.

How can I ever pretend that I never knew you?

I know I'll never forget,

The way I always felt when you were with me.

You left me here and I watched you disappear.

You left this emptiness inside me.

And no,I can't turn back time.

I want to leave you,for your sake.

But I can't.

Because I love you so much.

I never want to let go.

Let me see myself...slowly burn and lose all hope...

And show you how much I love you.

Lose hope in me,but not yourself.

If you have been in love with someone else...

Thats okay.

It's alright.

I still love you.

Just tell me now,if you are with someone else.

Don't leave me hanging on a moment...

Don't waste my time...

But I won't think of this...

I will still do what i planned to do...

This broken heart can still pull through,with a touch of your grace.

If you want to take me away from her,

Let me just have her by my side...

For once.

I love you,

You love me,

We are happy family!

With a great big hug,

And a kiss from me to you,

Won't you say you love me too???

I MISS YOU!!!

Edit : I didn't know Dom did this. Woopsie. Haha.

Dominic did it! XD

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

Just don't turn away.

All I ever wanted
was to be what you needed
cause something so strong
it could never be wrong.
And all I can promise
is to say what I'm feeling
We've made it so long

I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON IN YOUR SICK,TWISTED MIND.

I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY I FORCED MYSELF TO LOVE YOU.

WHEN I KNEW IT WAS JUST SHIT.

IT WAS WASTING MY TIME.

I Thought she knew
My world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known

A heart full of words left unspoken.

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're the sunlight in my eyes

Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

The pieces don't fit here anymore.

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood,
All the ones around me,
I cared for and loved.