ahhh

This will be my last post cos my dad banned me from the pc. see u guys after psle LOL. anyway im going to resume swimming--if my parents allow me to. I insist i must,because basketball n soccer wun help :P. ok im going to save and buy the swimsuit speedo LZR racer...but i don like the whole thing,so im buying the jammer or the full leg version. The jammer is from the waist to the knee. Leg skin is from the waist all the way down to the ankle. :D

Heres the link XD 

http://www.speedo80.com/lzr-racer/

man its really beautiful man. XD

ok see ya guys ! :)

Wee~

Yo again ! XD Haha day on friday was good...doing great now...banned from pc so my friend helps me post i just give him the notes :P I have officially given up ameera,any contract for me to sign ? :) 

Now is the time for PSLE man !! Mdm Chong , Mrs Karthi ...i promise you i will pass PSLE no matter what. If i have to go through the most painful situations to pass,i will ! I want to make you guys proud man !!! I want to stand tall and be able to tell myself i have passed a national test. Thats all for now folks. And thanks mdm chong for linking me and the tag. :)

Nothings Impossible,
Nothings Unreachable,
When I am weary You Make Me Stronger,
This Love Is Beautiful,
So Unforgettable,
I Feel No Winter Cold When Were Together,
When Were Together.


Will You Stand By Me,
Hold On And Never Let Me Go,
Will You Stand By Me,
With You I Know I Be Along When The Story Gets Told.


When Day Turns Into Night,
I Look Into Your Eyes,
I See My Future Now, 
All The World In Its Wonder,
This Love Wont Fade Away,
And Through The Hardest Days,
I'll Never Question Us,
You Are The Reason,
My Only Reason.


Will You Stand By Me,
Hold On And Never Let Me Go,
Will You Stand By Me,
With You I Know I Be Along When The Story Gets Told.


I am Blessed To Find What I Need,
In A World Loosing Hope Your My Only Belief, 
You Make Things Right, 
Every Time After Time.


Will You Stand By Me,
Hold On And Never Let Me Go,
Will You Stand Stand By Me,
Will I Be A Part Of Your Life When The Story Gets Told.


Stand By Me 
Stand By Me
Wont You Stand Stand By Me
Stand By Me 
No My Darlin 
See I want You By My Side 
See I need You Here With Me 
Stand By Me 

Stand by me - Shayne Ward 

Gone,wasted...ready to go.

Hello ! Yes the "Fight" between Syahmi (Salina's brother) and me is starting to heat up like fire !!! woo~~~ lol . Everytime i see his post on my tagbox i laugh my head off..i'm talking to a kid !! A kid arguing with another kid for a girl wow !! Ok let me make this message clear to not only Syahmi,but all of you readers. I am not in love with Ameera. I pledge myself to PSLE. I will have no distractions or whatsoever for these 2 months...i need to pass psle. (who doesn't?) Important test ! And syahmi...if u want her.. go get her ! Do you think you will get a girl by tagging a freak who will scew you upside down ?? I don't need you to be scared of me,or me to be scared of you . My freaky self will already turn you upside down. So do it before i take a knife ...i shouldn't take a knife. Kidnap you,tie you up. Lock you ...and kill you. Simple as that. But no i'm not going to jail son. I know you are reading this Syahmi...you visit my blog alot cos u like me son. LOL. Apologies i'm forever crazy and freaky..can't solve it . lol Syahmi...heres a few tips you should follow. or advice and things u should ask yourself.

1. Do you think you will get Ameera by tagging my blog ? (thanks anyway i can record this and sue you for tagging my blog. Its illegal. :P)

2. Are you boy anot ?? Got kuku bird mah ?? If got then go chase the girl lah ! Fight for what...action only hor. LOL. Go ask her la oie. Don't be dumb when you already are dumb ..Thats being dumb.

3.I have nothing to do with you or ameera,don't come after me,go after her lah. -_-

4.Oh this is a question,Why do you have to use the name "Salina's Brother" in the tagbox ? Why you so big shot must use brother ar ?? Use these few : "Salina's little brother" "Syahmi" "I love Ameera" "I am brave!!" Yes you are brave my boy. Don't be a sissypoo. 

Thats all lol. and 1 more thing son...Do you know the difference of me telling my teacher and you telling your sister...If you can walk like a gangster,look at me like a gangster,talk like a gangster,well you are one already. Why tell your sister ? Be brave ! Talk to me and we can solve problems ! Oh and i don't fight..no contender for me hor. I learn martial arts to protect the weak and myself. Thats all son. Hope you know what to do..hor..if you dono pls approach the guru...me lah.

I am...nothing but crap.

yo guys...i guess its time for me to give up on a girl i have been chasing for about a week...i'm using my sch pc btw. ok so...i lost her to another boy. Like i said,a smile can mean anything right ? It was proven a few days ago when Putri and Salina went to Ameera to tell her that Salina's brother likes ameera...so..she said see first and gave that cheeky shitty smile of hers....Pretty upset with myself...just wanted to tell her something man...and she had to zoom off like that..I'm sorry..

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you 
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone, 
Girl you could have stayed 
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me? 
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting

Wait for you - Elliot Yamin.

I'll be waiting for you..girl. :)

yo sup man !

Yo hi guys ! =D I'm using my new internet browser ! Not typical IE,nop ain't firefox or Avant Browser,its Safari ! Yes the internet browser from apple's macbook and imac ! Haha they got one for the Mac itself and the PC (personal computer) version...haha if i get a new computer or laptop..i'm gonna install safari man ! First thing to do ...anyway today was awful man ! I woke up late for oral and i got a call from the school..so mom woke me up..showered quickly then dashed off to school..haha never get scolded lol. Today was english..went well haha. Tomorrow i got Chinese PSLE oral and remedial in school from 2 to 4 pm... 2 to 3 math ... 3 to 4 english =/ damn.  Ok basically day was ok i guess...not very awful...dad is back today from Taipei...shuckers...here we go again i guess =/ lol anyway...managed to get the darn song on my playlist...so here it is ! Check out my blog's sections.. Sounds..haha i finally got the player after 2 weeks of wonderin why i can't upload my songs...ok thats all for today i guess. seeya !

Sometimes i just can't answer the questions i ask myself.

Need some time to be alone...

lol hi guys ! Today is wednesday..tomorrow n friday got psle oral examinations..omg anyways today Putri did me a big favour...helped me tell ameera how i feel.. LOL i waited for her for about 30 minutes...then i left. Guess i need to talk to her. Putri said when she told ameera i like her,she smiled. LOL Well when she smiles that can mean alot of things right ? :) ok day was great,mainly preparation for Oral...i think im havin english tomorrow...chinese on friday. =/ That gives me 1 extra day to practise for chinese oral which i am quite poor in.But no worries !! I can do it ! I can pass PSLE ! Should i ever fail that would be tragic but no ! Impossible for such a witty kid to fail :p ok anyway...Haiz..i've been liking ameera since P5 leh...ever since band lol... haha so basically if i din join band,i wouldn't have seen her...but becos i was in band...lol haha the unexpected. I don't like her because of her beautiful looks or cute pretty smile. I just ... like her LOL. Aiya i just wanna know you more ...don't run away lol. After waiting in sch for her..din appear..felt abit upset and sad..so went home with a long face lol. haha heart breaker or heartbroken ? i dono. But after Putri told me on msn what happened.. OMG!! I freaked out for awhile lol haha excited. ok thats all i guess. bb all !

wtf

Yo sup folks ! Today is a School holiday cos National day was on a Saturday. Father left for Taipei early in da mornin. Went to play basketbaaaaaaaaall with Kam seng..owned nikesh in the first round in the "Nikesh vs Andre basketball tournament" lol.. :P its all over a girl...its not my girl !! its nikesh one lol...i have nothing to do with her ah..ok lets get back to square one lol. Yes my dad yelled at me ...i hate his math tuition..really..can i get another tutor pls yep. Passed jersey to jan..got another one to pass to Nasir..sick guy never come on friday ... screw him -_-". Ok tomorrow is NDP for me ..buaya notice !!! Tomorrow i will/shall/should confess my feelings to a girl !!! Isn't that brave ?? Provided i can catch her from her class lol ...i was on the verge of jumping out of my house on sunday when my father was yelling at me -________________- ... I will someday. I am not threatening my parents,i am threatening myself. ok and besides i got better things to do than jumping off my house as if im in grand canyon in arizona ... lol. OK thats all boys n girls , ladies n ah quas..lol ok bb all.

Note to Mom** : bb stands for bye bye . lol stands for laugh out loud. any other initials u dun understand pls feel free to approach the counter in our house...not the maid la lor she so blur already. just approach me.."The boss" jk lol. ah yes cb means ...nvm. fk means..also nvm...err..alot of vulgar word got initial la hor. lol ok bb all.

Ahh !!

damn my maid destroyed my jersey !!! the number is all uneven and crumpled !!! I JUST GOT IT AND ITS LIKE THAT. zzZZZZZzzzz nvm i decided buy new jersey another 6 this end of the year or mid year...haha putri is one..she wants..1 for ameera :P and another one for me..haha i giving ameera number 4 i take 4 also.. LOL :P she doesnt know i like her does she..this tuesday i'm going to talk to her..tell her how i feel :S But it takes guts !!! I wanted to write a letter but no thats abit too childish..im a man !!! I'm giving myself till this month...i've liked her since last year ....aiya i hope she feels the same .. i've been hearing things .. people say she asks about me..OMG. Maybe shes just being caring ? Hah,i just gotta talk to her. A man has to do what a man has to do...err..k i must have forgot that phrase lol ... ok thats all for today.. stupid sis wanna use computer.. >:( chi bai kia la -_- use dad against me...horrible day with sis in it !

k thats all for now.
bye and my day sucked. I hate my sister

what the fuck ...

wtf my i just switched on my pc and my dad wants to do fucking math work in 15 minutes time .... what the fuck man. What the hell is wrong with my dad...buying me things won't make me do work !!!! I hope i fucking screw that into your mind !!!! I hope my dad knows i'm gonna get really flared up one day and its really possible i'd go mad and jump out of a window cos' i really feel like doin it now ! IS MY DAD FUCKIN' CHRISTIAN ?!?!?!? SABBATH DAY IS ON SUNDAY AND I'M REALLY SURE ITS MEANT FOR PEOPLE TO REST NOT DO WORK ! BUT APPARENTLY MY DAD SEEMS TO BE DOING WORK WITH ME ALMOST EVERY WEEKEND ... IF YOU GIVE ME A FEW REALLY VALID REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD DO WORK ON SUNDAY I'D TOLERATE IT. BUT SUNDAY I SHOULD REST. HELLO I HAVE 2 DAYS TO BE FREE FROM SCHOOL AND ENJOY LIFE BUT SOMEHOW ITS BEING DESTROYED. NOT BY PSLE BUT BY YOU !!! I FEEL LIKE RIPPING APART THAT JERSEY YOU BOUGHT ME. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT PSLE NOW BECAUSE I'M FRIGGIN TIRED FROM SCHOOL I JUST HOPE YOU'D UNDERSTAND ME. YOU JUST DON'T ! I AM LIVING A FREAKIN MISERABLE LIFE I HOPE YOU'D KNOW WHATS GOING ON RIGHT NOW ON MY MIND. ITS CRASHED UP AND I REALLY REALLY NEED SOME REST. GOD BLESS YOU AND I HOPE HE SCREWS SOMETHING INTO YOU. DO I HAVE TO DIE BEFORE YOU KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING ? SHALL I GO KILL MYSELF ? STAB MYSELF,JUMP OFF A WINDOW OR SET MYSELF ON FIRE ? I DON'T MIND IF I CAN SCREW SOMETHING INTO YOU !

I am really really tired...i hope you fuckin' understand me.
I'd like to make it clear to my dad that incentives like that Chelsea Jersey won't make me better.

Let me be your hero

yo guys ! haha back to blogging =). Started to play basketball..sort of the new replacement for Soccer..cos i've thought over it and i feel im spending too much money on football...it should be the team members chippin' it in man...and omg im so disappointed with myself. As you know today is tuesday which means..KIP MCGRATH TUITION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And that includes me having sight seeing activities..actually just looking at the girl..woo~~~~~ ..but the sad thing is..for 2 weeks..TWO WEEKS,i have not asked for her email or phone number.. OMG...Somebody give me the courage !!! C'mon if i can persevere in fifa 08/basketball/soccer i can do it for work and the girl !!!! Too bad the girl is malay :( zha bor..If she convert wah shiok but the other muslims will treat her as an "outsider." Haha its the Islam Religion,or Muslim Religion... hah but i know there are other fishes out in the sea..and besides,i'm still so young -_- . So... my parents dont trust me !!!. They think i looked at the answers for my math paper.. WTF !!! I JUST CHECKED MY ANSWER !! I feel so insecure...Must i kill myself to make you trust me.... :( haiz i dono la...Thats all folks..
seeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Like dogs chasing cars

yo guys...today was like shit. My dad accused me of looking at the answers while doing my math work.. -____________- yar so kena scolded..wtf...2 times . A fewdays ago i had a very funny temptation or feeling,whichever way u put it. I felt like the Joker...sort of. I felt like it...or more like i want to be like the Joker...i want to kill people..don't know why but i got the urge to do so... :S Somebody help me. K thats all for today people...

Soon enough you'll see the darker side of me.

Life is starting to get easy and diffcult on many sides

ha my mom is back from Korea..when i went into her room i thought i'd get a hi or a question..but i got a stern face..juz because i forgot to go for counselling .. must be. Don't want to assume actually =/ . Fine i forgot..cos i was distracted by the work i had to accomplish b4 remedial..sorry :( but haha today was gooooooooood. ytd did math with dad...ok lar he lost he patience once...or a few times on 1 sum cos i din understand..wtf. ok i guess i need to work hard..i'll try alright. Shit i need to do my chi tuition work..so much T_T . nvm just do ~~~~~ try to fin sch work too..liddat weekend im free ~!! yaahoooooooo! Thats all for today i guess. Day was bad..and great on some parts..ciao !