Saturday, August 09, 2008

what the fuck ...

wtf my i just switched on my pc and my dad wants to do fucking math work in 15 minutes time .... what the fuck man. What the hell is wrong with my dad...buying me things won't make me do work !!!! I hope i fucking screw that into your mind !!!! I hope my dad knows i'm gonna get really flared up one day and its really possible i'd go mad and jump out of a window cos' i really feel like doin it now ! IS MY DAD FUCKIN' CHRISTIAN ?!?!?!? SABBATH DAY IS ON SUNDAY AND I'M REALLY SURE ITS MEANT FOR PEOPLE TO REST NOT DO WORK ! BUT APPARENTLY MY DAD SEEMS TO BE DOING WORK WITH ME ALMOST EVERY WEEKEND ... IF YOU GIVE ME A FEW REALLY VALID REASONS WHY YOU SHOULD DO WORK ON SUNDAY I'D TOLERATE IT. BUT SUNDAY I SHOULD REST. HELLO I HAVE 2 DAYS TO BE FREE FROM SCHOOL AND ENJOY LIFE BUT SOMEHOW ITS BEING DESTROYED. NOT BY PSLE BUT BY YOU !!! I FEEL LIKE RIPPING APART THAT JERSEY YOU BOUGHT ME. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT PSLE NOW BECAUSE I'M FRIGGIN TIRED FROM SCHOOL I JUST HOPE YOU'D UNDERSTAND ME. YOU JUST DON'T ! I AM LIVING A FREAKIN MISERABLE LIFE I HOPE YOU'D KNOW WHATS GOING ON RIGHT NOW ON MY MIND. ITS CRASHED UP AND I REALLY REALLY NEED SOME REST. GOD BLESS YOU AND I HOPE HE SCREWS SOMETHING INTO YOU. DO I HAVE TO DIE BEFORE YOU KNOW WHERE YOU'RE GOING ? SHALL I GO KILL MYSELF ? STAB MYSELF,JUMP OFF A WINDOW OR SET MYSELF ON FIRE ? I DON'T MIND IF I CAN SCREW SOMETHING INTO YOU !

I am really really tired...i hope you fuckin' understand me.
I'd like to make it clear to my dad that incentives like that Chelsea Jersey won't make me better.

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