is there something wrong with me ?! not that im some kind of freak but wtf Why is everyone treating me like i'm retarded? Am i a fucker that irritates you ? THEN FUCK OFF ! today melissa told her friends that she hates me o.O ok fine u can hate me all u want but i can fuck your head off. If you hate me soooooooooooooo much why do u still bother to even smile at me you bitch. Why do you chat with me on IM ? dumb bitch ! i shouldn't vent anger on this blog...i should stop this blog,let myself cool down then go kill that bitch. Yes its a more appropriate way. I'M GOING MAD BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU IDIOTS TREAT ME,AM I YOUR DOG ? YOU CALL ME A "COACH" BUT WHAT THE FUCK I GET IS IDIOTS STEALING MY FOOTBALL AND RUNNING AROUND DOING FUCKING STUNTS WITH IT. I'm speechless...So many things just happened in a day...and the same sentence comes in ...Sometimes i just can't answer the questions i ask myself.
feeling abit sick...decided to skip remedial..din go for 1 week le..i dont feel guilt for not going. I feel angry ! I'VE DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE. I CRASHED IN ORAL .AND SOON I'M GONNA CRASH IN EVERYTHING . GOD WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN WITH SUCH A BRAIN. WHY DIDN'T YOU MAKE ME SMARTER LIKE MY DAD WHO CAN SCORE SO MANY As BUT I JUST SCORE F F F F F F F I DON'T WANNA GET INTO R.I I WANNA LEAVE THIS SCHOOL ! BUT I DON'T HAVE THE DAMN BRAINS TO PASS CHINESE ENGLISH MATHS OR SCIENCE. MY PARENTS HELP ME SHIT ITS NOT WORKING GODDAMMIT SOMEBODY JUST KNOCK ME DOWN WITH A CAR OR STAB ME WITH A KNIFE I'D RATHER LIVE IN HEAVEN WITH A GOLDEN PSP THAN LIVE MY LIFE HERE WHERE I CAN GET RETAINED AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN. God help me. I'd do anything to pass this fucking national test.
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