ah yes hello to one and all...i guess all of you guys are thinking i'm feeling rather down ? Nah...its ok .. managed to put a smile on my face today in school..went to farhan's place to play COD 4..which i pwned all of them..then fifa 08 where we lost...7-4. amazing yet not stunning yet,its man utd vs bayern munich,bound to lose when i hardly saw ribery being used...anyway thanks for all the support on my tagbox...really appreciate it.. Jan...do not worry...if you have forgiven me,thats all i need. I know need to know where i'm going..now i'm stuck on a road...not knowing to go north or south...its ok i can solve this...anyway jason smsed asking me to go watch HSM with the family...i don't think i can go even if my parents allow me to...my mood will affect you guys...ok look i promise to really make sure i smile on friday ok...hopefully i can come..so desperate to step out of the house and go somewhere. anyway Jan please don't don't don't don't don't don't worry anymore , its really ok..everything is ok..i'm not ok yet..just need awhile more..i'm abit slower i guess. If i'm troubled by love,who do i talk to besides mummie ?
If i'm troubled by friends,who do i talk to ? My counsellor is gone...no more sessions
People on msn i know if i talk to you frequently,i tell you some childish things that i "cant" seem to solve.. ? Look i know its pretty childish,which i can stop but i don't why im just reluctant to.
These are some parts i can really change on , and i hope you guys will give me some time...maybe i'm just stepping on a bigger stone for me to continue in life .. now i promise to never joke alot again,okay maybe jokes are funny,i can make up corny ones here and there,but other than that i'll stop...today in farhan's place i kept quiet while on fifa...best way to play,relax and don't joke about...anyway his mom cooks the best nuggets and mee goreng..sedap ah..
Ok so i guess thats all for today,hope you guys will give me sometime...nah not really bothered by what happened...i guess i shouldn't have assumed,but i don't know if i'm right or wrong yet.
Anyway i guess thats all...jan pls don't feel guilty !! dun dun dun feel guilty ... u arent supposed to be hehe. kk thats all for today guys,seeya.
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