Its day 2 of our 1 week holiday.

Well i've been kinda pondering over what has happened over the past 9 months. And between June and August,seems to be the most exciting moment of my life this year.

I was listening to Fix You by Coldplay just now,and some lines from the song just reached out to me...

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want,but not what you need

When you feel so tired,but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste...

Could it be worse?

God has given me everything in life...but i lost alot of them...and i really can't replace it.

And pretty much i do love Jazlynn. I don't know if i can say the love i have is just plain old crap. No use loving her. I won't say that. I really do love her. But sometimes...it just won't work. When she doesn't feel the same,she doesn't. I won't force her. If not she won't be happy. If i have to let her go,i will find it hard to...but i can.

Now,i really ask myself,what have i been doing for the past 9 months...its plainly NATO (No action talk only.) Well i can say : "I've been on the PC all day,never walked the dog and i hardly studied unless tests were coming."

Then i will say : "I must stop this habit. If not,if i continue this way till Secondary 5 i will fail my O levels!"

Its plainly NATO...good i know myself..haha

So time to change and be serious.

I also need to exercise. Getting fatter now. I am trying to lose weight...not to impress girls but to make sure i stay fit. I don't want diabetes or heart problems.

Anyway,short post today. Gotta go.

Seeya.