You only act like you're a "Christian" when you have to.

I can only say you're a hypocrite.

Think you're a very good role model to us? Nah. Being a hypocrite won't teach us anything.

Why do you talk to my sister so nicely.

Why do you talk to your wife so nicely.

If i told you the 2 things you could do to make yourself a better father,i think you'd disagree to it.

Because you and i do not mix. Despite being Father and Son. It does not mix. Why? Because you do not trust me. The more i see you do not trust in me,the more hatred i have for you. You screwed the bond you had with me last year. I thought 2009 would be a fresh start. You are forever the same. Especially when your wife isn't at home. I am going mad. I don't mean angry,kind of mad. I will go mentally insane. Your words are driving me up the wall. Accusing me of lying. Why not just kick me out of the family? Why not just leave me out? I'm not part of your family. I am not being treated like one. I feel like crying. I know,boys shouldn't cry...but. I just...wanna let it out. Why are you being so nice to your wife. Why are you being so nice to your daughter. Why are you not being nice to your son. Maybe,i wasn't your flesh and blood. Perhaps i was adopted,so you really don't give a shit about me. I don't hate you. I love you so much. Because God gave me a father like you. But why do you do this to me...maybe i'm just not being a good son. I wish i could be a better son. If only i was in a good school like HCI or RI...having a great CCA...with so many nice people. You'd be proud,you could go around telling your colleagues i scored high grades for PSLE and got into a good school. But i'm not. I'm in a normal school. I can't pass Math like you did. I can't pass Chinese like you did. I'm different. I'm sorry,i'm just too dumb. I'm not in ACS,neither am i in RI. But i'm making the most of my life. I'm doing something that can bring me further. I just wish you'd see what i do in school. I just wish you'd realise that i'm not in school,hiding in the toilet during lessons. I'm in the classroom doing work with my friends. Maybe ever since PSLE you think i'd never take exams seriously.

I'm not your daughter. I'm not so smart as my sister. I'm never gonna be in an Express class. I can never score A1 for Math. Neither can i score A1 for all subjects. I just wish you could accept me for who i am. I'm your son. And if you can't accept me. Then i'll leave this world.