I had my face shoved in the word death yesterday. It was a point where God showed how powerful He is. He can stop anything. And He can start it,again and again and again. I'm returning to camp soon,I think. I'll be staying for that last night...if not my parents will make noise. :/

Besides that,I've been really kept busy...I'm on the verge of "falling into the sea."

Why...

Vday Preparations!

And Isabel's coming to Mt Carmel this sunday! (Don't worry bel,you're not a burden haha.) It's my duty to jaga you so I must plan! Don't worry,I doubt we'll follow our plan anyway. HAHAHA

And I have something for you,Jaz!

I hope UWC has been great for you! I asked you how it was yesterday...you said good good good...Don't lie if it isn't! If not what am I here for? I'm not saying I don't trust you...but don't be afraid to see UWC isn't as coooool as OFS! Haha I once did that in NCC...and I didn't get punished. Awesome shit. I hope UWC has been great for you,and I think Jeremy really,really likes you. If you're not into a relationship now,try "dating." Or in a way,just heading out together,watch some movies. Shop together? It'll be great! Since you two are a fun bunch. And yeah I just wanna see you happy. That's all I want. I don't want anymore more than that...(I wish I did.) But I'm just not there yet. And I don't plan to be there. So...enjoy UWC! It's a hardcore school! I think...Don't get into volleyball. Go join Mediacomm or something. HAHAHA MY CCA XD

Kayyyyyyyy.

Now that I have to really shower,pack up and head back to camp...I have to start doing other shit. You know my dad told the maid to wake me up at 845...and the maid told me that my dad would pick me up. I don't believe my dad would come all the way from Orchard down to Woodlands just to bring me to school. Thats a fat lie. Nice try. I seriously cannot believe my dad wants me to go back to camp! I mean,I do want to go for camp...but...I don't want to stay overnight! Halfway through the camp and I was dreaming about home and my sexy bed! It's so true,our beds feel more comfortable during school days. Hahahaha. Fatigue levels I guess. To be honest,I never wanted to come for this camp. I felt super pissed that we were given SUNDAY to rest only before heading back to school on monday. And WTP lah,we have to wake up at 4am on Saturday! Lack of sleep ftw...but the teachers get less...so we should shut up and not complain. Hahaha. Then I realised that I would be REALLY tired...and so JC passed me this verse from the book of Psalm! Psalm 46! I read everything. I like verse 1 the most. "God is our refuge and strength,an ever present help in trouble." It's so true! God has helped me so much in 09/10. The Lord has also helped me in realising what I should really be focusing on. Girls,Soccer...or God? And I really learnt that no matter what God should always be no.1 on your list! Even if you play in the EPL(Egyptian Premier League XD) it doesn't mean you put it infront of God! Which is like soooo cool!

Anyway,

Isabel's coming to Mt Carmel this sunday! Like uber cool lor! I told tess and kim already I think. So they'll talk to her and stuff. Hahaha. Awesome shiat.

Alright,I think I'll go play some FO2,read up on other blogs...check out FB profiles and pack...before I return to the hell hole. Tbh we are treated in camp like how NCC treats us...gotta move fast and all...but your punishment is worse. I'd rather do push ups then get yelled at! Basket.