i have this friend. okay,maybe schoolmate. i don't really know her. she's on my facebook list though. and through her blog and facebook status updates,it seems like things in her family isn't going too good. im not going to go deep in and tell you what happened. but it seems like she needs help. more than just comforting words over facebook. but i just felt like i could do something to make a difference yet i failed to do it...need to do some soul searching...and praying of course. (:

Things aren't going to well for me. I think i've really come to my senses. It seems like you-know-who likes some other guy. i dont know if her pm where she asked someone to f**k off was referring to me. most likely it is. and that's why...nvm. she will see in 2 weeks time. like i said,whatever im passing to her is not going to change how she thinks. how she treats people. but really i am beginning to doubt whatever she said earlier...of course i dont judge. i dont assume. im trying to keep my head back and making sure i dont jump to conclusions. maybe that "thing" i pass to her will just really make her think about those who just care for her so much...i dont expect anything in return. but i really cannot take it anymore. it's too late for me to turn back. too late for her to do anything. i've done my work. i just need to pass the "thing" to her. and thats the last thing she'll ever see or get from me. it will not make an impact on her. but it will be a constant reminder.

i feel pretty numb at times when i think of her. it just hurts to see her like this...and to see me doing this to her again. but really,this time i aint turning back. no more chances. i dont wanna get tortured again. sucks.

God bless!

Peace out.

Sometimes people don't stop in life to think and look around,and when they don't...they miss all the important aspects of life. And some just keep moving on. Well hey,some people stopped with you,showed you utmost concern and care. And what did you do? You walked off. Is that how you treat people who REALLY CARE for you?