"IF YOU'RE EVERYTHING YOU SAY YOU ARE,COME CLOSE AND HOLD MY HEART."
All I want is the Lord to see my broken heart.
I cannot go on like this anymore.


Loving God,
I have laid down everything for you...
I have decided to let go of whatever I'm holding on to...and that special something.
And Lord,I know you've seen my breaking heart. You've seen it shatter into pieces.
And now I just pray that you heal me. At this point of time I feel so empty but I know your love does not run dry. Father I know you are there to support me. Your yoke is easy and your burden is light. It seems to me that You are fixing my heart back...bit by bit. But everytime I encounter something it just breaks everything apart again. I'm finding it so hard to hang on. Lord,at times I hear You say don't fight these hands that are holding you. And I'm not...but I feel that one day something that's bigger may make me lose my grip on You.
I choose not to think this way and look at things in a positive light. Father I'm forever going to depend on you,to lean on Your strength and I KNOW YOU WILL LIFT ME UP BECAUSE I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW I'M WEAK. I KNOW I'M UNWORTHY. But I needYou at this time and I know You are there by my side. At this point of time all I want is You,Lord. I don't want anymore heartaches. I don't want to be upset,disappointed or angry anymore. I don't wanna shed a tear anymore. Each time I think about her I just feel like breaking down. Because I do not know where to move on from here. I will learn to lean on Your strength. You are the only One that can pick me up and make move.

Amen.