life just cannot go on jaz.

shut up,ian. dont tell me to let go.

i know,everyone's been telling me.

"let go,let her go on with her life."

as much as i want to do that,i just have that feeling of guilt in my head.

i lost her. and it's my fault. if i didn't delete her off fb (i dont remember doing so but guess i did.)

what's done,is done.

all i want is just her to say,it's okay.

and i'll move on.