she hasn't noticed anything,i guess.

instead of doing it all at one go,i'm doing it bit by bit.

it's killing me inside slowly cos i know soon she's not gonna be with me.

soon i'm gonna lose her and one day she's gonna be with some other man.

but it doesn't matter. i'll hold up with the pain.

do you know when's the best time to feel pain...in the heart?

During your birthday or your other half's birthday.

During our birthdays we just open up...hearts are open,ears,eyes are open!

And in a way we just feel so happy...anything can happen.

And only people REALLY think on your birthday...because they know its something important.

If you disagree,okay.

That's perfectly alright.

One day,I know when I'm older I'm gonna think about now,about the amusing things I did for a girl. Just a girl. Serious!

I did the weirdest things ever...from my first ever stop motion video and getting about 30+ people I never really knew to hold up cards for me! Awesome.

But when you lose it all...especially the girl,it doesn't matter.

Yes,your heart hurts.

But at least you've done your part,to make an impact in the girl's heart.

If you failed to do so,it's alright.

Just try,and try again.

But what happens when you tire out? What happens when you're just burnt out?

Then it's time to stop,leave...and rest.

I'm stopping,leaving.

And I'll rest. For a long time.

I'm doing it my way...not the usual one. And I hope it works. It will. Very sure.

You know,a teardrop...is insignificant when in a swimming pool...but it can touch a soul when it runs down someone's face.