this is disgusting but i actually went to buy underwear for myself. instead of having my mom follow me i went to get it myself. partially because i know she won't buy me calvin klein briefs. haha. and so i went down to paragon...visited the calvin klein underwear store :$ I saw a few plain,nice ones...i wanted to get it until the lady was like..."ah the new X series out already." i was like..really?! where? happened to be infront of me...blind haha. the X series i saw on urban was the red one..this one blue. still the same. not the micro fibre ones though. according to the lady they'll be out in march. this is the last week of feb already!!!!! nevermind!!! tomorrow i'm getting my birthday present...an angpow! lol. i don't know how much is inside. and i hope when my dad gets it he doesn't go kuku and go bank it in! i can add it to my piggy bank $$ and buy a camera or leave it aside and get things i need/want! i dont know lah. i need PJs...just pants. i think i can get like a few from topman. $46. way cheaper than calvin klein's $69 ones. basket. but i need underwear!!! i tried on the x series at home! :$ its really comfy and its good enough for my sports. a nice substitute for my nike tights which are looking real bad. i shall see how much i get and plan from there. My new crumpler is really useful too,didn't know the complete seed was THAT big. it may not be the complete seed though. it doesn't look like the one they show on the crumpler website. nevermind. it's really big. a nice gym bag. wanna shop shop shopppppppp iiii neeeeed clothes! i shall go get some tees from Dsquared. The store looks damn nice. Anyway i think i'm recovering from my conjunctivitis already. stupid eye infection...kept me out of sch for like 6 days...im returning on friday though. sigh. 2 periods of math. -_______- dangit.

I've hardened myself,i've decided to just suck it up.

Yeah,I miss you jaz.

But nothing's gonna bring you back.

So imma stop crying like a girl and just suck it up.

I'm just gonna forget everything.