AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i am in deep deep hot soup..well the bowl isn't so deep.
Ok what happened is this,
People think i like ameera
But i like Jan
But now Jan read my blog and thinks that i still like ameera
People still think i like ameera
And i still like Jan
But now jan thinks i like ameera and...well basically i can only conclude that i toyed with her feelings.
Conclusion : I am in deep shit.

Ok lets move on to a more mature part.
Now after doing lots and lots of thinking today,i've actually noticed that..its not that ameera is so great,so kind,so fucking sexy. No. I liked her because my brain told me she looked good -_-" Back to P2 again for me. Because the thing is,i do not know ameera at all !!!! I see her but i have never ever said like yo or how ya doin to her !! She has been showing signs that she does not like me but she likes mcdonalds fan syahmi !!!
I typed this out to just tell you all that i am dumb and i have learnt my lesson. Its not good what i've been doing.
I would like to apologise to Jan,although this may not work,for toying with your feelings in anyway,please feel free to smack me if u ever bump into me in woodlands or sumthin.

Now the question is,Do i really have feelings for Jan ?
In what way can i prove to her that i do ? Or is it just infactuation ? Tomorrow i'll have to do some reflecting. Jan i'll give you a reply by tomorrow. Mummie too,you'll get a reply.